Finishing my 3rd Yr of Law School!

Assalamualaikum and evening fam. Its been so long since i posted the last entry. 

For the past yr, i have let myself grow by taking up challenges in being a Vice President for Moot Committee 18/19, a director for an Internal Client Consultation Competition in UUM, unexpectedly achieved my target for the first semester's result in my 3rd Yr, worked as a part timer for Boba Drink Stall and meeting my favourite idol on March 2019 for the first time! (Definitely one of the best moments in my freaking life!!) I will write a separate entry to share about it. 

And now, i am currently going for my second internship in a State Legal Advisor office. I'll be here for two months. Hehe


Throughout these moments, i learned a lot of things. One of it is; a process of growing -

Life will push you down so hard, honey. But, you are the one who decides whether to bounce back or not. Let yourself grow in a tough way, so that you will be prepared for the tougher challenges. Life beat me and i heal. If life beats you, take some time to heal. You will feel better. 
Each time when you feel like the world is against you, always remember that your loved ones will be right behind your back.


Also, i live my life (and i hope you can apply this to yours) with this particular quote of mine; 

"If you do good things to people, good things will surely come to you". 

Life sucks but giving up in life is sucker. Let's take this challenge to grow stronger in heart and soul.

First semester in my 2nd year.

Assalamualaikum and good morning, guys. It has been quite some time since I posted my last "deeply thought". Now, it's 2018 already, fam!

Last semester, there was an election for the Law Society in my school. Well, me, never bothered about this election thing. Then, when i was having my beautiful rest during my gap, somebody called me. At first, i didnt answer as i dont recognize that particular number. But, my phone kept ringing and i answered. It was my senior. And she asked me whether i am free or not, and where i am. Then, said that she wanted to send me for the election and she will be the proposer. And in my thought, i was like ''Nooooooo, i dont want to..'' But she kept saying that she has to send a wakil from Moot Committee to go for the election and the person that popped up in her mind, is me.

And i was figuring excuses such as ''I dont have any experiences for the position in LawSoc and all that thing''. Then she said, ''its okay, u will have them if you won the election for the Exco Mooting and Legal Research, position''. And i was like dammitt. Hahaha. But then, I accept it only to go for the election and never ever has the intention in winning for that position.

Then, all the candidates were asked to give a '5 minute speech' to lay down our manifestos. At that moment, i had a thought to just back down and didnt want to go for the election. To make a speech in front of the people, is what i least like and if possible i wanted to avoid it. But, i know that i cant do anything about it and just go for it lah, right?  On the result dayy, i didnt bother about how it gonna turns out. Then, tadaaa. Here i am. An exco for mooting and legal research. Need to bear the tough things and just face them boldly. 

4 months passed by.... 
There so many things that I need to do through out these months. Haih..

On 10 January 2018, I finished my final paper which is Int Trade Law! For this semester, I took 7 subjects and had 6 subjects for final exam. Can u imagine that?? Whole semester was hectic and chaos. With those assignments, projects, and tests. May God bless me.

As I looking back at those tough moments, I feel grateful to have supportive people and loved ones that are always have my back. That motivates me to push myself forward through out the semester.

Thank you to those that are always there for me. I love you. 

Bye, peeps! Have a great day. 

Deeply thought

Hi. Assalamualaikum. Its been awhile, isn it? 

So. here I am. Surviving law school and heading towards second year which will be started another 4 days. 

While listening to my all time favourite songs by Westlife, I realized that i have been in tough times back then. Where I struggle with my studies, and myself (and currently am). I survived. 

Sometimes, i wish i were still a kid. Where i dont care on people said about me, worry about the future, or even what tudung should i wear today (major problem). I remembered, when i was a kid, i just cant wait to grow up, being an adult and do whatever i wanted to do. And now, i wish i was still a kid. How irony is that? 

Being a growing up girl, i learn that the more you grow up, the more burden/ responsibilities/problems you have to carry and bear. It totally opposites on what i thought when i was a kid. Not everything is beautiful as what i had in my mind before. 

Let's face it. The reality of life. Past is past and it would never changed. (unless the time machine exists) What matters now is the future. How you gonna prepare yourself and embrace it? What you have to do?

My advice? Face it calmly. Never give up. And always remember everything happens for a reason. Dont question. Cause you may look ungrateful on what u have.  

And here it is, my deeply thought about the perspective of life that I rarely conscious about it. 

The Reality of life. 


Wish u luck in your own path. (pray for mine too)

The end of semester 1!

Assalamualaikum and hv a gooooooood day people! I hope that u are having an amazing day cause every single one of u, deserves it. So, today i wanna write about the ending of my semester 1. 
But, before that, 

CONGRATULATIONS TO FAIZ SUBRI! 🎊🎆🎆 
The winner of  FIFA PUSKAS Award. And thank you for bringing Malaysia's name to another level. 

Okay, lets continue...

Alright, as u know this first semester was hectic and chaotic! No kidding. Too much drama and other unnecessary things happened. Those people, incidents that had break my heart after being not appreciated or unwanted. Or harsh words that they used without thinking about people's feelings. Law subjects that are really killing me! I was literally being murdered by those subjects and the attitude of people around me. 💀

However, 

Here i am. I AM SURVIVED. 

Survived after dealing with those people that make me wanna give up in this journey.
But,  

“No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.” - Roosevelt

After i read this quote, i realized that people will keep judging you. But, you must be brave and confidence in what you are doing right now. Dont bother them. Just do what you think that is best for u. 💕

Truly, i am so thankful and grateful for people that support me whenever i needed it the most, in my ups and downs. I am blessed. Alhamdulillah. (Family, close friends and YOU)

Dont worry ain, your day will come. Every effort that u put in this journey is worth the wait and would be repaid. It may not be in the form of money, but probably in the form of something that gives u endless happiness. 

And i think thats all. 

ps; This post was wrote to those who feel insecure about themselves, Just be confidence and bold in what you are doing. And i wish that u can achieve your success! 

Have a good dayy and assalamualaikum.