Deeply thought

Hi. Assalamualaikum. Its been awhile, isn it? 

So. here I am. Surviving law school and heading towards second year which will be started another 4 days. 

While listening to my all time favourite songs by Westlife, I realized that i have been in tough times back then. Where I struggle with my studies, and myself (and currently am). I survived. 

Sometimes, i wish i were still a kid. Where i dont care on people said about me, worry about the future, or even what tudung should i wear today (major problem). I remembered, when i was a kid, i just cant wait to grow up, being an adult and do whatever i wanted to do. And now, i wish i was still a kid. How irony is that? 

Being a growing up girl, i learn that the more you grow up, the more burden/ responsibilities/problems you have to carry and bear. It totally opposites on what i thought when i was a kid. Not everything is beautiful as what i had in my mind before. 

Let's face it. The reality of life. Past is past and it would never changed. (unless the time machine exists) What matters now is the future. How you gonna prepare yourself and embrace it? What you have to do?

My advice? Face it calmly. Never give up. And always remember everything happens for a reason. Dont question. Cause you may look ungrateful on what u have.  

And here it is, my deeply thought about the perspective of life that I rarely conscious about it. 

The Reality of life. 


Wish u luck in your own path. (pray for mine too)